Friday, October 19, 2007

i'm not complaining...just blogging...

I've been following blogs for a while now, but I decided to start my own because I've been reading Shawn's blog and saw how he filled his with smiles and frowns...I miss being able to transfer my aura to another medium, to look at my emotions from outside myself. Right now, I need to be able to do that.


Law school is hard. I'm caught off guard because I thought the material would be hard to grasp, but it's not. Far from it. But my studies have so consumed any available time I have that my friendships are suffering and I'm slowly breaking down. If you know me, then you know that I get a lot of strength from my friends and loved ones. I need to re-energize. And I swear, if I hear from one more person some encouraging bs like "you can do it" or "we're routing for u" I'm going to have a fit!

1 comment:

Daaine said...

Its understandable how you feel but remember the race is not for the strong but who can endure to the end. I am behind you 100%. You are always in my prayers. And as in the words of Mary Mary "Can't Give Up Now"

There will be mountains that I will have to climb
And there will be battles that I will have to fight
But victory or defeat, it's up to me to decide
But how can I expect to win If I never try.
Never said there wouldn't be trials
Never said I wouldn’t fall
Never said that everything would go the way I want it to go
But when my back is against the wall
And i feel all hope is gone,
I'll just lift my head up to the sky
And say help me to be strong

I just can't give up now
I've come too far from where I started from
Nobody told me the road would be easy
and I don't believe he brought me this far to leave me